Recently Thought

If I have to think what kind of stuff that I consistently do recently is Self- treatment. It already 1 month 2 week actually I have done the new routine habit and it is fun. I do longer time to do morning skin care and body care than usual. I know sometimes i feel it is too much since i spent too much time to do it and it makes my son always wait for me. I already got the result, I know it wont give any positive effect to the other, but it makes me feel more confident and love my self. 

Things what i have to do is, I have to be more organize. I mean, It has to be balance between self- treatment and to-do list as Mom. I just so sad that I'm just realize that he looks too slim than before. I felt since I said to him that I will go back to work, he just seeking more and more attention, he even eversick, difficult to eat, and dont want to left by me even only like 2 minutes. T_T

Well, it just mixed feeling, between when you found new hobbies that you enjoyed the most and your little attention seeker .

I have to be productive mother

I have to be great mother to my son.

Wish Allah will show me the way proof it . Aamiin