Morning Thought

I just want to say

I feel much better

I feel much stronger

I feel more organize

and I hope I can be more consistent to maintain this kind of situation

Okay, time flies fast, Now, It's time for me to go back to work. Wish I will get more insight and miracle today.

New Position

 Hello World!

I don't know how to begin since I've realized that I never share my career life as a teacher. Actually, I have worked for 1 year as school counselor in the last academic year. However, in this new academic year, I will start to be a learning support teacher or as special needs teacher as you can also name it! Well, it's not really something new for me since I ever did this kind of job in some couple years ago. Finally, after escape for years, God have sent me to accept this job again. To be honest, I have tried to hide as I know to handle this job it's not easy! Well, may be it called destiny. So, I hope I can handle it well and do my best. :)

Recently Thought

If I have to think what kind of stuff that I consistently do recently is Self- treatment. It already 1 month 2 week actually I have done the new routine habit and it is fun. I do longer time to do morning skin care and body care than usual. I know sometimes i feel it is too much since i spent too much time to do it and it makes my son always wait for me. I already got the result, I know it wont give any positive effect to the other, but it makes me feel more confident and love my self. 

Things what i have to do is, I have to be more organize. I mean, It has to be balance between self- treatment and to-do list as Mom. I just so sad that I'm just realize that he looks too slim than before. I felt since I said to him that I will go back to work, he just seeking more and more attention, he even eversick, difficult to eat, and dont want to left by me even only like 2 minutes. T_T

Well, it just mixed feeling, between when you found new hobbies that you enjoyed the most and your little attention seeker .

I have to be productive mother

I have to be great mother to my son.

Wish Allah will show me the way proof it . Aamiin