Morning Thought

I just want to say

I feel much better

I feel much stronger

I feel more organize

and I hope I can be more consistent to maintain this kind of situation

Okay, time flies fast, Now, It's time for me to go back to work. Wish I will get more insight and miracle today.

New Position

 Hello World!

I don't know how to begin since I've realized that I never share my career life as a teacher. Actually, I have worked for 1 year as school counselor in the last academic year. However, in this new academic year, I will start to be a learning support teacher or as special needs teacher as you can also name it! Well, it's not really something new for me since I ever did this kind of job in some couple years ago. Finally, after escape for years, God have sent me to accept this job again. To be honest, I have tried to hide as I know to handle this job it's not easy! Well, may be it called destiny. So, I hope I can handle it well and do my best. :)

Recently Thought

If I have to think what kind of stuff that I consistently do recently is Self- treatment. It already 1 month 2 week actually I have done the new routine habit and it is fun. I do longer time to do morning skin care and body care than usual. I know sometimes i feel it is too much since i spent too much time to do it and it makes my son always wait for me. I already got the result, I know it wont give any positive effect to the other, but it makes me feel more confident and love my self. 

Things what i have to do is, I have to be more organize. I mean, It has to be balance between self- treatment and to-do list as Mom. I just so sad that I'm just realize that he looks too slim than before. I felt since I said to him that I will go back to work, he just seeking more and more attention, he even eversick, difficult to eat, and dont want to left by me even only like 2 minutes. T_T

Well, it just mixed feeling, between when you found new hobbies that you enjoyed the most and your little attention seeker .

I have to be productive mother

I have to be great mother to my son.

Wish Allah will show me the way proof it . Aamiin

Hello World!

Hello Again!

I really miss you to write here!I don't what to write. I just want to say " I'm grateful of my life!

that's all. I grateful of my family, my work, an or any kind of bless that God has sent to me through the little and great things that come in my journey. Well, I just follow my finger, let them guide my mind to write whatever it is. Time flies fast. Sometimes I'm still thinking what should I do to improve my quality of life, when the other try another way, find every strategy to make it better, I think I'm still stay here, thinking and wondering what should I do even when I already have an Idea, and try to write the action plan, it still difficult for me to take action. Am I dreamer? Am I too enjoy with the comfort zone? Am I just wanna stay. 

I dunno

I'm still thinking of it. Still difficult to choose the best one just accept whatever it happend.

That's all for today, since my finger try to stop, and my mind started to stuck! Let see