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Mt. Pancar, Sentul

Last week, I had looong weekend and I went to Gunung Pancar with my college friends, Ori and Nai. It has been long time that we had never seen each other, the last time wast November, 2015, in the other words, it almost a half year we had never seen each other. I miss them so much.

For the holiday, we planned to go to National Flower Park in Cipanas, but after some considerations as we know it was long holiday, so it would be terrible plan if we kept continuing the plan. As a plan B, I gave them another alternative idea to go to Gunung Pancar.

Ori, one of my  friend was so excited as she organized the idea to make a photo shoot when we got there. She prepared all the properties which needed such as, balloon, lunch mattress, hat, ect. In the other hand, Naili brought some foods and also some clothes and pairs of shoes just for photo session.  Cool! How about me? Well, I just bring my documentation stuff such as DSLR camera, pocket camera, Selfie stick, and my cell-phone, and of course brought my own self. Hohoho

I had a great time with them, spent quality time. I enjoyed all the silly and funny stuffs we did together, made me forget about all problems and the other annoying things which stuck in my head. Things what we have done just laughed, took some picture we wanted, for example, between the tree rows pose, yoga pose, on the stone pose, picnic style, and ect. Thanks girls. Hope we can do another adventure to Onrust and take another photo-shoot. I don’t know why, but since that time I really like to learn about photography. That’s my hidden desire I kept for so long, and it have shown recently. It was great if we can well-documented our travelling moment since the moment never come back twice.

Me and Dian Pelangi

Can you find any similarity between me and her, Dian Pelangi! She is the famous hijab entrepreneur. Hoho. Hmm, let me guess? I think you wondering why I have that inspiration to collage those two pictures. Okay, let me explain! One day, it was long time ago when I came to my cousin’s wedding, one of my cousin told me that I looked a like Dian Pelangi. I just smiled, and didn’t much comment on that while my mind kept imagine why it could be happened since I couldn’t fine any things in common between us. Well, I admire Dian Pelangi and her success career. Wish I can be a successful entrepreneur like her. So, that’s the background story.

One day, when I went home from my friend’s wedding, I took some selfie pose, I took alot of pictures and it made me forget about everything as always. When I saw the result of the pics, I remembered one of Dian Pelangi pic with white hijab. And Yupp, I found it, cool!!! I love the picture and I think its kinda a perfect collage. hhohoho

It's Me

I’m jomblo, I’m Happy, I’m Happy Jomblo

Menikmati masa kesendirian sebelum masa ini berakhir karena kita tidak pernah tahu kapan Dia, orang yang akan membimbing kita di masa depan datang.

Selalu berusaha bersyukur dimana pun tahap keberadaan kita sekarang.

Cheers!!!

Finally I met two wonderful ladies after long time no see. First, Aruni, my classmate when i was in high school, she has turned to be an adorable wife of  her charming husband and second,  Voila, Alis, the Baja Hitam girl has turned to be an excellent  reporter. J

It was a great day, we spent our time together, had a great conversation about girl’s talk, (can you guess it??) and  took wefie together, (the last one was a must ! the most important one! LOL) Okay then, no more caption, no more story I should tell, Let’s enjoy the pics!!!! 

PS:( Alis has learned photoghrapy since she has been hired to be a reporter. She likes to take the pics. in the other words, it could be our great opportunity for us to her amateur (especially me) model XOXOXO

Why it so suddenly?

Once in the blue moon, without any expectation, without any sign of anything would happened, that day, Monday, 090516, so many reporters from some TV stations came to my school. There were approximately more than ten reporters if I’m not mistaken. They tried to find the information the only one special needs student who did national exam.

 I was so surprised and speechless and didn’t know what to do when they asked me some questions about the preparation and how’s the exam run that day. It’s kind of silly things when I see my own face which shown by my friend, Sadam who also reporter in private online media. He showed me some links, pictures, and video related that news. XDXDXD

Heibogor.com

http://bogor.tribunnews.com/2016/05/09/peserta-un-di-sekolah-internasional-ini-cuma-satu?page=2

m.metrotvnews.com/jabar/peristiwa/8N0qY0Yb-un-smp-sekolah-internasional-di-bogor-hanya-diikuti-seorang-siswi

https://youtu.be/2TB__cQXlvM

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I can’t comment more on this but it was my first experience had been interviewed by the reporters. I hope I can be a famous person one day in good way.

Self-introspection

Hello I come back! Yeay, do you miss me??

May be you’d think that I have gone with the wind, hide somewhere else in an isolated island, and just disappear. Hmm,, may be you’re right, I can’t deny it. The undeniable fact is I just do something to finish all stuffs I have to be completed. Unconditional LOA and Scholarship are stuffs I’ve struggled for. Stuffs which always stuck forever in my mind since in the beginning of this year, stuffs which I always want to be truth for the rest of my life. So, what should I do to make the real? Actually, I almost done the requirements, except IELTS. I did IELTS test last month, and I got 6.0, and it still less 0.5 from the requirement for LOA ad scholarship, LPDP. Fortunately, I still use this score for Australia Awards. To apply AIA, it’s enough using IELTS band 5.5, Unless, I didn’t stuck and did nothing, I did something to move on, continue my journey, step by step to achieve my target this year, study Master Degree program in Queensland, Australia and Alhamdulillah I already submitted the application, best luck for me! J

My dream journey still continued, after I finished AIA, I need to struggle with next IELTS exam, prepare document for LPDP, and apply to get LOA. I know that stages are not easy and it need process to accomplish it. Sometimes I find the hard time when I deal with all of this, deal with my own negative ego state, the side of me who always showed pessimistic, I have to fight with myself, proof them that I can do the unthinkable things. I often sacrifice my time not to spend time in social event with my friend, seldom has interaction and conversation with my family because I’m too busy with my own business, i also can’t think another stuff except my application, therefore I can’t concentrate well in my work, seldom exercise, keep healthy life style, and the most annoying things I easily get frustrated, worried, angry, and ect. I often do something in rush, I forget about everything, and I don’t care about anything. Sometimes, I felt that I’m the loneliest person in the world. I don’t have any friends that I can trust. Sometimes I just wanna cry so badly, why these things must happened to me? why it feel so hard?

I realized is not good for me, physically, mentally and emotionally. I need to have a good self-management, how to lead my life in balance one. We need balance in life, we need achievement, relation, health, spiritual, love to complete my life

We need to be always stay in positive line. Now, I totally understand that to achieved one dream, we need not only hard work, focus, but we also need smart strategies to find mental and social support to make the process easier than we expect.

Keep positive, do smart strategies to balance our life.

You can do it, Emi!!!!!!!!!!